Post by Harmony on Mar 12, 2008 12:40:26 GMT -5
Ended a friendship/relationship not to long ago and i just wrote what i really felt... 
Sometimes I wonder why I have to go through this, sometimes I wonder why you put the closest person to you through this and sometimes I wonder why I am always there for you when you need me the most, but then I remember it’s because I love you. I wish love was never a feeling for me, I wish I never knew what my first kiss with you felt like, I wish I never knew how losing my morals would feel like, I wish I never knew what falling in love felt like and I wish I never knew what a heartbreak was like. The word heartbreak I wish it never existed, why do two people in love have to fall out of love, why do things have to go wrong and come to a stop, cant things last forever. Life doesn’t work perfectly or to anyone one persons advantage, sometime you just have to accept the person you love, loves someone else. The person who used to hold your hand now only stands beside you on the sidewalk, the person you used to cling on to now only gives u the simple hug, the person you locked lips with now only uses their lips to smile at you and the person you once knew, is gone. Everything changes for the good and bad, but what happens when you know it is for the worst. Should you say something and know what you say will be shot down, should you keep quiet and live with the hurt inside or should you walk away and leave it completely. Walk away always sounds good it’s the way to get away from the hurt, but not seeing the person or talking to them in the end is the biggest downfall in love, it’s the thing that splits 2 people apart and walking away is a choice you need to be sure of.
Sometimes I wonder why I have to go through this, sometimes I wonder why you put the closest person to you through this and sometimes I wonder why I am always there for you when you need me the most, but then I remember it’s because I love you. I wish love was never a feeling for me, I wish I never knew what my first kiss with you felt like, I wish I never knew how losing my morals would feel like, I wish I never knew what falling in love felt like and I wish I never knew what a heartbreak was like. The word heartbreak I wish it never existed, why do two people in love have to fall out of love, why do things have to go wrong and come to a stop, cant things last forever. Life doesn’t work perfectly or to anyone one persons advantage, sometime you just have to accept the person you love, loves someone else. The person who used to hold your hand now only stands beside you on the sidewalk, the person you used to cling on to now only gives u the simple hug, the person you locked lips with now only uses their lips to smile at you and the person you once knew, is gone. Everything changes for the good and bad, but what happens when you know it is for the worst. Should you say something and know what you say will be shot down, should you keep quiet and live with the hurt inside or should you walk away and leave it completely. Walk away always sounds good it’s the way to get away from the hurt, but not seeing the person or talking to them in the end is the biggest downfall in love, it’s the thing that splits 2 people apart and walking away is a choice you need to be sure of.
