Post by CMK1887 on Sept 12, 2006 16:55:30 GMT -5
Survivor: The Hellmouth - Chosen Fan Fiction #1
Word Count: 9905
Word Count: 9905
The sky over Sunnydale was a royal blue blanket sprinkled with twinkling diamonds. With the scythe in her hand, Buffy walked slowly up the path to her house. Looking up at the beautiful night, she felt empty. She longed for a time in her life when she could look up at the stars without sadness or guilt for actually enjoying herself. Opening her front door wearily, she was surprised to find Dawn waiting. Her sister silently kicked her in the shin.
“Ouch.”
Dawn rolled her eyes and said with trademark sarcasm, “Dumbass.”
Buffy looked over to Xander who simply threw up his hands defensively and said, “Don’t look at me, this is a Summers thing; it’s all very violent.”
Buffy, staring at Dawn disapprovingly, said, “If you get killed, I’m telling.”
“Did you find out anything about the scythe?” asked Giles quickly from the dining room.
“It slices, it dices, it juliennes!” She joked, “And, voila, it brings forth mystical research.” Leaving the Angel parts out, Buffy went on to describe her encounter with Caleb in great detail and handed Giles the Sunnydale case file. Her watcher quickly skimmed the valuable material, removed his glasses, and gave Buffy a curious look.
“Well, this should certainly give us the advantage of, uh… the advantage,” Giles stuttered, trying to disguise that he knew very well who had given her the source material. She uncomfortably tried to keep the amulet hidden in her pocket and her best poker face on. Even after all this time, Angel was still a sticky subject with this group and they did not have time for drama.
“Anything new here?” Buffy asked hopefully and was answered by Anya and Xander aimlessly shaking their heads.
“You want me to work on this file?” asked Dawn in her eager Watcher Junior mode.
Shaking his head, Giles replied, “No, not tonight Dawn. We all need time to rest.”
Xander responded in confusion, “Time is something we don’t have.”
“No, Xander, he’s right,” Willow said with a note of exhaustion, “I think a good night’s sleep would be best for all of us.”
“Let’s hear it for the last Sunnydale Sleepover Party, Hip, Hip…oh who am I kidding?” Xander said with his usual flair for awkward humor.
Giles watched the circle of friends slowly leave the room for their beds in hope of rest. Though the house was filled with tension so thick you could cut it, he hoped that some of them would find a little peace this evening. Walking from room to room, Giles offered words of encouragement to the last few potentials that had yet to tuck themselves into their makeshift beds. After a few moments of somewhat artificial sounding pep talks and heartfelt reassurances, Giles made due with the only spot that was not inhabited by teenage girls: the dining room table.
Surrounded by the glow of candlelight, Giles removed his glasses, rested his head on his arms and feigned sleep. But his mind was not feeling very restful. His thoughts drifted to happier times: riding through the meadows of England on his horse Otto, working as the school librarian when Buffy was still young and carefree, and lastly, he thought of Jenny, beautiful Jenny Calendar. His Jenny.
Feeling a chill wind blow through the dining room, he looked up quickly. The candle flames flickered then snuffed out leaving nothing but dim shadows outlined by moonlight. “Who’s there?” he demanded quickly.
“Rupert?” asked a soft voice.
Giles froze. “Jenny?”
Dressed in an olive dress with faded roses, she approached and leaned over to him. “It’s me.”
Blinking, Giles shook his head. This was a trick of the First and he knew it. Though it looked and sounded like his lost love, only lies and deceit would come from her mouth. “You’re not Jenny. You’re just a figment.”
Looking hurt she said, “You always liked to bury your head in the sand, didn’t you, Rupert?” Jenny scowled and continued on in a mocking tone, “The world still depends on musty old books! The world will one day be a better place! Buffy will always triumph.” She snorted and leaned back. “You’re nothing but an old fool, Rupert, a miserable, old fool.”
“You’re not her! And you’re wrong! Buffy will triumph!” He protested angrily.
“Just think of how you’ll feel when you send those girls to their death. How will you react when you see Rona and Vi get their necks snapped by Turok-Han? Or when Kennedy gets stabbed by my Bringers?” Her eyes were like black marbles as she leaned forward to whisper in his ear, “Just think of all the Slayers that have come before and how they will cry out as they watch their sisters torn down by my army. How they will weep at the bloodshed. And how it will all be your fault, Watcher!”
“Dead slayers helpless, pleading, and crying out to be there alongside them as more and more of these so-called ‘potentials’ join them on the Ghost Roads. And you know what else?” Jenny smiled wickedly, “You’re not going to win this, Ripper!” Jenny straightened and began to laugh malevolently as she faded back into the moonlit shadows.
Not Jenny. This wasn’t Jenny. Not his Jenny.
His forehead was beaded with hot sweat that ran down his temples. The First was gone leaving its sinister threats to replay in his head like a nightmare. He thought of the spirits of those young girls he had read about so many times in Watcher’s Journals: brave Kendra, Robin’s extraordinary mother Nikki Wood, the noble Lucy Hanover, and countless others. Absentmindedly cleaning his glasses, Giles took notice of the smoking candles struggling back to life and his face suddenly filled with hope.
“Of course!”
Giles just had a remarkable idea.
With the rest of the Summer’s home silent and all of the potentials asleep, or pretending to sleep, Willow was still staring at the ceiling. Lying in Kennedy’s warm embrace, the witch’s own red hair splayed across the pillow and contrasted with Kennedy’s dark locks. The girl had fallen soundly asleep as soon as she hit the pillow but Willow had no such luck tonight. She was restless and worried about the impending fight they would all face tomorrow. Willow had been thinking of her family whom she loved so very much. She thought of Xander, the man she was so sure was her soul mate until the whole Barbie stealing incident…oh, and the gay thing. She thought of Buffy and Dawn; they were her sisters as well. Giles was her mentor, but he was also like a father to her and all of the Scoobies. Her real soulmate, Tara, the woman she loved more than she had ever loved anything in her entire life, was always a constant presence in her mind. Or rather, she was a constant absence. Why aren’t you here with me? Willow thought the hole left in her heart by Tara’s death would never heal.
“I don’t think I can face this fight without you, baby,” she whispered to the darkness. “Tara,” Willow said again as a tear rolled off of her cheek and onto Kennedy’s arm.
“You won’t be alone,” said a hushed voice in Willow’s ears.
Immediately recognizing the voice as Tara’s, Willow sat up in her bed assuming that she was in the company of The First.
“You aren’t her,” Willow shouted.
Then Tara’s visage appeared from the shadowy corner of the room and suddenly Willow found herself bathed in light. She was no longer in her bed and Kennedy was no longer fast asleep beside her. Willow was surrounded by whiteness and Tara, her Tara, was standing directly in front of her.
“Where are we?” Willow asked.
“We are wherever you want us to be.”
Willow closed her eyes and thought about happier times when Tara was still alive. Slowly opening her eyes, she saw that things were changing. From the white light emerged a wooden bridge and lush foliage. Willow could feel the warm sun on her face. They were both standing on the park bridge where Tara had professed her love for Willow with the most beautiful song she had ever heard.
Standing side by side, bathed in light together, Tara reached out for Willow's hand. In the split second before Tara touched her, Willow could hear her heart thumping. When that gentle touch came, Willow broke down in tears.
“It really is you?” She said through her sobs.
“Don’t cry Willow. We don’t have much time. There are things we need to talk about.”
“I miss you so much,” Willow sobbed. “I miss you so much that I have trouble breathing. I can’t be without you. I can’t make it through tomorrow without you!”
“Willow, you are never without me. You are in me. I told you that before. You need to realize that I will always be in you as well. You are never alone.”
As the angelic tones of Tara’s words washed over her, Willow’s sobs reduced themselves to silent whimpers. Tara lifted her chin to meet her eyes.
“I never want to leave this,” Willow told her.
“You can’t stay here Willow. You have to help your friends, our friends. They need you now more than ever. Listen to me, Willow. You have to be strong! You have to help them win this fight.” As Tara leaned closer to her, Willow could feel her heart pounding again. “You have to help them build an army,” Tara whispered. Willow closed her eyes when Tara’s lips touch hers and felt their hearts beating so hard she thought they would explode.
Opening her eyes suddenly, Willow found herself again shrouded in the darkness of her room and she was unsure of what was real and what was dream. Kennedy was still by her side sleeping undisturbed and Willow realized she no longer felt the anxiousness of unrest and worry. Instead, Willow Rosenberg had a great idea.
Images of a spell and an ingenious plan flashed through her mind in quick succession. She carefully slinked out of bed trying hard not to wake Kennedy and ran from the room. She turned the corner at the top of the stairs and descended quickly hoping her loud stomping would wake either Buffy or Giles. With a sigh of relief, she saw Giles was poised at the bottom of the stairs looking equally excited.
“I have a plan,” they both blurted out in unison then smiled with hope.
Meanwhile, Buffy was pacing around the basement as Spike murmured strange things in his sleep. Earlier, he had accepted the amulet with minimal moaning about where and who it came from. He even seemed to forget about that kiss and her “Angel breath” after she had so tentatively asked if she could stay with him tonight. They had lay in the small cot together for several sweet hours. Spike held her close during his wild dreams of God only knows what and Buffy was just content to be there…to just savor the intimacy of the moment and occasionally smile at his more colorful sleepy utterances.
But now she could not relax. She circled the room going over strategies in her head. No matter what, girls would die tomorrow. That was their job right? Slayers slay or be slayed? But these girls weren’t slayers and short of a miracle, they would all die. Death. Buffy’s life had been full of it in recent years. First, Miss Calendar killed by Angelus and then Kendra by Drusilla. She could have used Kendra’s fearlessness right about now.
“Buffy, you awake?” Willow’s voice came from a crack in the basement door.
“Yeah, Will. What’s the what?”
“Giles and I have a wacky, hair-brained plan to run by you.”
With a smile of relief, the Slayer bounded up the stairs and a great thought ran through her head: We might just win this.